OK SO

I'm not even saying this as a friend, but seriously, that would be very... very stupid of you.

You think it would be easy to start things up there, but you haven't even worked to start a life here, and once you ditch this life, all the ease and comforts you rely on so much in your life will be gone, all for the sake of a girl, not the prospects of the future, not for a new start, not for anything. If you say you're doing this for reasons other than the girl, you're a fucking liar.

Find a calling? You have no idea what you want to do with your life here, what makes you think a new state where you don't know anything/anyone would magically make you realize what you're supposed to be doing with your life? You've spent so much time talking about dreams an aspirations of what you want to do with things like Porthole and such, but you never even had a single starting point to even begin to understand how any of that shit would work. You've been directionless for so long, the only thing that would change, is you would be directionless ELSEWHERE, and not directionless here.

Your short term goal is to become a voice actor? What the fuck man, do you even study this kind of shit, or look into it before thinking about it? Voice acting isn't a career, it's what people still trying to work on an acting career do along the way, it pays absolute dick as well. Also, I directed Shadeless Sky, remember? You and the rest of the cast were all TERRIBLE actors.

I've already said, I'm not speaking as a friend, and I'm not speaking to condemn you either, if you end up doing this, fine, so be it. But that's not going to stop me from saying that it's absolutely retarded to even begin considering this.

A problem you have, is you've sat in apathy doing nothing in absolute comfort. You've never had a real solid reality check, you've never had to beg for food, a place to sleep, any of that, so you're making this assumption about this move understanding so very little. Even when you joined something as real and final as the air force, you ended up ditching out of that to come back here.

You go there, and you'll end up right back here, but with nothing but sorrow and regret sitting on your shoulders.

I had this friend Patrick, he REALLY liked this girl he was dating, but she moved to Texas... so, like an idiot, HE moved to Texas. When he got there, he discovered that he had no friends, no job, no nothing, all he had was this girl, and even that wasn't enough to make him want to stay there. So he had to eventually come crawling back to Florida with his tail between his legs and an assload of regret about doing something like that. As it stands now, he's living where he used to and comfortable with life again.

You really like this girl so much? Fine, take off, but you're only thinking about her with this situation, and taking no consideration as to what YOU have to do yourself.

Be rational. You're not even thinking with your heart, or your dick, or anything. You're not thinking at all. You haven't even done something like sleep in the same bed as this girl for even a week much less months and years, but you just assume that you can build an entire new life with her? You haven't even made a life for yourself yet! Provide your own god damn means before you think about others.

Seriously... just... fuck... seriously.